Meditation

The turbulent soul within me is calmed and soothed by the inner melodies of my heart.
My logic remains apart and aloof, choosing to have no part of emotion and human weakness.
The clockwork of beating veins within the shelter of my skin, functions by its own timed intervals. Through the involuntary act of my breathing I inhale and exit the act in contented slowness. My mind, siding with the logic and the reasonable, tends to look at things without bias and personal judgement. Unfortunately the heart throbs stronger and the term "level-headed" does not exsist. So I am sitting here experiencing the life of my body and nurturing the thoughts and debates between heart and mind.
My soul is peaceful now and sits back to referee between emotion and logic.

In case you hadn't heard...

...And I'm sure you have, I haven't been real quiet about it...

ITS A GIRL!!!

My Geneva Monet.

Haha I knew it.

melancholy suspiciously familiar

You gave me peace in a time of confusion and hatred.
For that moment in time my soul danced only for you.

I wanted nothing more than to be your home
But I could never quite absorb you entirely into the weather of my mind.

Sometimes there is more than one.
I do hope you find whatever it is you are looking for.

I promise you...

If I ever get married...it will be in this. Omg...in looove.

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Random Facts

I enjoy vacations. I like to travel and experience the different ways people live in different areas.

I'm a huge fan of spicy food and am in love with mangoes. They rub me the right way.

I have a problem with candles and plastic ware. I just shouldn't be left alone with these items.

I've built a solid and fundamental relationship with every fly and lizard I've ever met.

I adore animals and they love me too.



I have x-ray vision, and girlfrenn' ; I'm not afraid to use it.

I like pineapples in my cottage cheese.

I am the one everyone comes to with their problems, I'm a great listener and I always say, "You can have both my fucking shoulders to cry on and them some." Its fine.

I have a very tight relationship with my vagina. Seriously my vagina is cooler than James Bond and we never fight.

One of my goals in life is to steal a nice freight truck out of a 7/11 delivery area one night but I now realize I will need someone to throw the Sprite bottles and Twizzlers out the back end if any cops decide to shoot at me. Let me know if you're interested.

I played with Barbies till I was in High School and I may or may not still do so to this day.

I am indeed attracted to both male and female genders. Do I get a lot of ass because of it? No.

I'm a pretty vulgar and perverted person. However I'm elegant when needed and I do tend to hold back a bit when I'm talking to someone I don't know very well.

I don't try on any of the clothing I buy and I usually buy from thrift stores or Target. Definitely not high maintenance in the clothes department....or at all really.

I enjoy old things. I love the grandeur of old homes with hand crafted mahogany, cut crystal chandeliers, silk drapes, and plastered faces scattered about. Old figurines and aged clocks perched upon pristine antiques. Anything that has a memory and feeling to it. Fuck your brand new mcmansions that will blow away in a single hurricane. I'm talking about a house that has been around for countless centuries and has seen and smelled the bloodshed and connivery of now immortalized individuals.

I tell the best stories, but they're never short.

I'm very imaginative and random. The smallest things amuse me.

In high school I was one of the drama/band geeks.

I am a Disney freakkkk. I love Disneyland and desperately want to go to Disney World because I haven't been since I was 5. I own ever Disney movie ever, but Fantasia is my favorite.



I basically have my own language. If you hang around me for a while, you will pick it up and use it. Its inevitable.

I'm obsessed with art, photography, Greek mythology, astrology and murder mysteries. OBSESSED.

I am miserable in weather over 75 degrees.

I have strange taste in men, always have. No one can ever understand why I've dated the guys that I have.

I'm extremely sarcastic, outgoing and dorky.

I have played the drums, guitar and piano since I was a kid and now give lessons. I have been in dozens of bands as well but try to stay away from musicians when it comes to dating.

I love words. I love them a lot. - When people speak in an interesting and intelligent manner, I swoon.

I write poems, short stories, songs...I write a lot.

If you can hear me, know that I'm right here.
I heard your heartbeat, it took away the fear.